Spending all my time focused on him and Maui. That's who I am and what I'm doing. Forgiving myself for when I'm not who I need to be. Being perfect and imperfect. Training my body and mind to be fierce. Being grateful for the little things. Giving up what is not for me. Cherishing the life and love I have created.
My dad, Ivan. Once the greatest story teller ever. He forgets the series now. Losing his place in the sequence, it falls apart.I can feel him drifting away. In my heart,, my bones. I have pictures and memories but he is leaving behind a shell of age and I am sad. I am torn and breaking. I want to be with him every minute I can before I lose him forever.
